Michael Buble - Home

Song is meaningful to me partially, hope you guys enjoy it too ... btw, inserted lyrics for singalong

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Holiday~~~

let's go somewhere for this upcoming hari raya holiday!! we have a week off... come on man... one week?!... we have to plan a trip or something.... so any input ppl?

*Note: excuses like "I have no money" is highly unacceptable. If u really are broke, I will loan u some money.. and yes.. this is how bad I want to go for a holiday.

Blog search with Google

Hah! The geek wannabe is back with her (hopefully) fixed PC!

Longer update when I get everything settled, but for now just a quick note on Google's new search on blogs. I think good made a good move by having blogsearch.google.com. Results on the main Google search would be more accurate and cleaner with no blog entries!

For those who are specifically search for blogs, reviews or stuff, blogsearch.google.com is the place to be.

Two thumbs up for Google, but you know... Google is getting scarier place to be day by day ...that if you get what I mean.

State of confusion...

im currently still in a state of confusion...mainly due to the fact that i still have unresolved issues with the company. as some of you may already know...things arent as peachy as it is. i now face a dilemma whereby on one hand, i get my salary but will end things on a sour note...or i can end things on a good note but surviving an entire month with about approximately a week's salary. so which would it be.

decisions decisions. how i hate making decisions. that's why im known as a non-decision maker. a person who weights pros and cons but can never come up with a conclusion. a very degrading trait...and am working on it. sigh...i guess when all this is over...i will be heading over to a saloon to dye my hair. god knows how many white hairs have sprung out from this incident. hehehe...

on another note, it feels like i havent been spending much time with you dear. i really hope this is just me...and would like to see you soon. i love you! oh well...off to bed i go. goodnight...

Musical Chair

Just so you know, I play musical chair every morning when I go to work. And I must say I am pretty good at it...

Queuing at the LRT platform at 8 am. Barge in straight to the train the moment the door opens, look for the nearest and available seat and grabs it. Voila! I win...

Life....

Hi people....

Anyone missed me out there? bet you guyz did but to shy to say it out... It's ok....i understand....i'll keep your names on my list....*muacks* haha...

That day I went to this CISCO seminar at Sunway Pyramid Hotel. the seminar was from 8.30 to 3.30...It was a great seminar....though quite boring...Taught us about data centers and also the structure and everything...damm cool.....got free food as well... 3 breaks for food...yummy...haha...but damm full...as if i'm not fat enough...
Anyway..here's the story...i was in the toilet....as i finished my "interaction" with the toilet bowl....i went to wash my hands....den i saw this malay guy...standing beside the dustbin which is located right beside the basin....n he was holding his "bro" n kept on touching it and stuffs...god knows whether he was pee-ing, wanking or cleaning it...but damm it....get a cubicle and do it there lar...everyone can look at it while washing their hands thru the big mirror....contaminate the whole 5 star hotel....

Anyway...the next shitty thing was that getting lectured by my mum again...
sighz.....went to Q-Bar for a drink with honey and her frens....
after dat mum called bout 2+....i was actually heading home dat time...but had 2 fetch amy back home 1st...by the time i reached home...it was already 3....mum was waiting for me downstairs...got lectured for 30 minutes....saying i'm late...blah blah blah...never think bout them waiting for me at home not sleeping...sighz....
so frustrating...i haven't been going out late for so many months already...and just for this 1 time....got screwed so much....i'm not sure whether it was worth it or not...haha...seriously...oh well...i guess nothing much 2 complain bout....
ppl who knows me....knows that that's like my routine every day/week/month....
haha...guess u guyz already sien with this shit of mine....and also will advise me the same shit all over again...lol...

anyway...till next time....not enough sleep lately...having nightmares over and over again....wonder what's in my mind....well..hope everything changes to the better soon....

till then....take care peepz...
hope 2 blog again soon....

Violated...

i feel oh so violated. went for medical check up at Twin Towers Medical Center KLCC today for my pre-employment checkup for SAP. never have i felt so violated. went there...had to wait to be stripped changed into medical bare-back gown to be x-rayed. then they forced me to check my eye sight, height and weight...and finally give them a sample of piss urine. soon after that, they escorted me into the doctors office where he forced blood from flowing in my arm only to let the blood flow again...not before pressing my wrist (HAHAHA...sounds so childish somehow...). then he started probing around my chest and neck. to make matters worse...he called me a "little overweight"!! not like i already dont know. *STRESS*

well...the worst is soon to come...as he then as me to take off my shoes, socks & pants!! *BIG EYES* WHAT?! he said its for checking reflexs...so went along with it. probbed my stomach for internal organs enlargments, checked my reflexs...and then...to my horror...he reached inside my underwear!! NOOOOOO!! VIOLATION!! to make matters worse...he then asked me to roll over...and soon....seperated my ass checks to look at my ass....*SOB-SOB* VIOLATION!! sigh....anyhow. its all legal la. just wanted to whine a little cause i expected this sort of thing. checking me privates was for hernia and ass for piles. oh well...that's what happened so far in my day. as for the medical center...its quite a nice place. everyone very friendly. i really do recommend it as your medical clinic...however, i think its dammn expensive somehow.

anyhow, am going over to take passport photo later for my SAP tag. woohoo!! oh well..clean up things at office first. tonight will be having belated celebration with family and darling. going to spend my mum seafood dinner with darling. oh well..ciaoz peepz!!

Goodbye BU...

Today is the official day I move... 1/10 of the stuff have already been placed in order...

I am not at all excited... Sigh*

I am gonna really miss the person next door... to the extend of crying... never did manage to make friends...

I have these feelings inside of me... that cannot be supressed anymore... it's almost surfacing that I need to talk to people about them...

K then... take care...

I am just so angry rite now... HULK SMASH!!!

3rd and final day in training...

alright alright...though some of you might already know. i've been accepted into SAP Malaysia's workforce and will be commencing services with them on the 1st of november. still have unsettled things at my current office...and hope to resolve it peacefully without the action of labour laws. sigh...

anyhow, today's my 3rd day in training for SAP. currently training on cProjects and cFolders. just to sum it up...its something like microsoft project & windows on heavy load of steriods!! hehehe. so far so good. still am wondering which sector i will be placed...be it technical or functional...im an associate consultant. hehehe...so happy.

though many will ask me...how much am i getting...well..not enough really (probably the lowest paid consultant at SAP). but please refrain from asking me as it is rather personal and would like those people whom already know to keep it to themselves...thank you very much. as promised...will spend those close friends of mine...so if you got called...lucky you...else...too bad and dont ask!! bwahahaha...currently still in the planning process.

happy mode right now as things are slowly falling into place...only thing left is for nstream to "explode"...bwahahaha. greed is good!! anyhow, back to training session as im blogging from the training PC during lunch hour.

oh yea...nicholas soloh will be away for the weekend on training course in Fraser's Hill provided by nstream. sigh...so nice. too bad i cant go. maybe next time around k?! he's apparently back due to some reason. oh well, take care and see you people soon...

When not to have pictures taken

Crazy TKD Master...

my taekwondo master is crazy. all this while i thought my grading fees were crazy at the highest rate of RM450 for my 3rd Dan...but his latest cost for 4th Dan is just farking crazy absurd. the new cost...RM1500!! dont you think that's just crazy?! this so called "package" also includes a uniform which cost approx RM300. hence, RM1200!! sigh...still a crazy price to pay for a piece of certification. furthermore, did i mention, this is the OLD price before the soon to be more expensive price as certification will be charged in USD soon.

truly, because of this crap thing...im really contemplating on throwing away my 17-18 years worth of knowledge and experience in taekwondo down the drain. yes...i agree the waste is great...but how long will i be able to keep this up?! maybe im able to fork out for my 4th Dan. what about future gradings which is definately more expensive than now...not to mention...USD based certification cost. totally absurd!! call me a quitter...i dont care. its just not worth it anymore. what do you guys think!?

furthermore, sometimes i believe, its not really the cost of the grading is so high...its because my master is such a money minded freak man!! everything is about the money. sigh...oh well, dont care and dont know what to do about this. here i am trying to earn and save money...there things are...trying to drain it away.

the maximum i will pay for the grading...RM700, NOT A SINGLE CENT MORE!! else...quit. crazy...

Enlighten me please

I really don't know what to do next. Enlighten me please.

this is freaky leh

i got this from an email, juz to share with you all

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HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!!!

So, 2nite is the 15th of the lunar month....

so the moon is suppoz 2 be full 2nite...any idea whether it's full or not? as i haven't seen it personally yet...maybe a lil later....when i go out....lol...anyone of you celebrating 2nite? savoring the muli flavored mooncakes by different vendors while enjoying the beautiful moon with your love 1's..

Wanna congratulate my good fren on the good news....well...hope more good news will be bestowed on my other frens also....well...hopefully for myself too, but i guess not so soon.....lady luck hasn't been looking up on me lately....sighz...

gona be another bz week for me...have lots ot testing and demo 2 be done on customer site....
so hopefully i'll be back here soon...

take care peepz...
laterz...

Tiring Weekend.

Entire weekend spent on painting the apartment. All there's left to do now is to touch up a lil' here and there (Painted the hall in light peachy colour for the cozy feel and patina light purple for the rooms and kitchen) . The apartment looks better now, as compared to the previous paint job (default lime green) Eww... the developers were smart though, they knew light colours would conceal their horendous plastering job. I guess there's nothing left to complain knowing that my room is just NEXT TO THE FLOOR'S RUBBISH ROOM.

God... Brainless developers. Let's see what nasties I can churn out to force them to remedy the situation. Get pertitions from other floor members? But I doubt much could be done now, the least is they keep the room CLEAN EVERY SINGLE DAY considering how much we are paying for maintenace fee. They have better get the gym and pool up and running soon otherwise heads will roll. Heh... Sorry... blood rushing into my brain atm. Seizing now... ahh...

Trip to Cameron Highlands has been rejected. And I know someone is not happy with the decision. Well, at least I got questioned on why we didn't inform him about it earlier.

Bought Burnout Revenge. Ain't that nice in my opinion. I guess I really ain't enthusiastic about driving games. Prolly it's just the first impression. All the car wrecks give me the jitters.

Decision to terminate Astro subscription at hand. Prolly gonna discontinue starting next month. It's for the better I guess. They are just churning lousy programmes now. Mom would prolly wanna keep the news channel... but you know Astro... smart marketing team knows how to arrange package we don't want.

Moving this coming Saturday and Sunday. Kinda excited yet... sad... cause I won't get to see the person anymore... sigh*... hugs*... And... I am tired of moving every 5 years... just tired.

Sometimes I don't understand people. I am in a bad mood at that particular moment, leave it at that. Sure I can be sacarstic sometimes but you've known me for so long at least give me the benefit of a doubt. Don't keep messaging me that you have so many problems this and that... GOD! Can't you for once ask me how am I? etc etc...!? Stop placing other people's problem onto your shoulders and make them yours and come whining to me! Tired! If you can't accept that, well, I guess we aren't good friends that we are supposed to be. Maybe I am just over-reactin.


I sure wish I could do away with emotions... So many unwanted feelings coming together at wrong places/wrong time... I get attracted to people too easily... and greed... the hesitation to let go of that feeling... is just too strong... practically tearing me apart...

I wish I am able to find someone soon. So many things I wanna share about this yet... no one to talk to. It's all within myself... and struggling to keep it in.

Gonna pray real hard for the coming week.

Shell Vs Coke?

iPod nano

went to BU just now. saw the new iPod nano. all i can say is...I NEED WANT ONE!! hehehe. here's the link for more info: http://www.apple.com/ipodnano/ its damn nice wei!! hmnn...aside from that, thought of fixing in new seats today. bought a pair of stock satria seats for a mere RM50 only. sat on it...like the feel. however, to my dismay...i have to wait for my mechanic to decide which is the best way to put it in...cause not only the railings of the seat doesnt fit, the bracket doesnt fit either. *stress* hopefully it doesnt cost very much. if not...david gonna be mia from the world for a while. hehehe.

aside from this, i have still chosen not to disclose anything on the previous entry, however those of you whom already know, consider yourselves lucky. hehehe. im very estatic on it...but till my situation is handled...i dont feel like exposing everything out. hmnn...so celebrate this occasion, im going to go buy a new cufflink shirt from g2000. damn nice...however, sigh...no more sizes at almost all branches. so i guess will have to wait.

*EDITED* hmnn...guess shall go release the rage on Burnout : Revenge on PS2...which i just bought from BU by the way...

I've got it!! I've got it!!

yea yea!! i've got it!! bwahahaha!! what am i yapping about?! more to come next tuesday. till everything comes in black and white. till then...please, do keep posted and expect bbq from me soon. =p thanx to everyone for your support!! i've got it!! i've got it!!

Watashiwa Sephiroth!

5/5 stars.

Quiet...

its so quiet!! why is this so?! got 4 guys and 2 girls wor. hmnnn...anyhow, things at my end seem to be moving rather weirdly. as to previous entry on farking fate...tomorrow is the day my fate will come to a fork. hopefully its for the best. wish me luck people. aside from that, not much been going on. stressing quite alot on the other job. seems the "boss" set a quota for us to meet on a weekly basis...however, my contact group is running short of supply. nevertheless...all hope is not lost...for i am not giving up.

hmnn...guess i better sleep now. dont want too dark a set of eyebags for my thing tomorrow. night night everyone. cant wait to have lunch with you darling. sorry i didnt call. once again...fell asleep watching anime. sigh...when will i ever learn not to watch anime while on the bed. =p oh well...night people...

High Road Tax !!!

you think your road tax is high, wait till you c this

Rm10K plus

Guess what car?

Lamborghini Gallardo 5-litre 500ps engine can hit 330 km/h top speed and go from 0 to 100 km/h in 3.8 seconds ..... pengsan

RC drifting part 2

if you think the previous rc drift entry was good...take a look at this...even better. mind the quality...very limited what i can do with limited streaming space...enjoy...

Medical Helping Hand. URGENT (Malaysian).

Whoever who has blood type Ab Negative.

Need urgently by Ng Kian Seng Hsp Universiti PJ. Ward 8U,Room 35....hp :012-6558702..

Those who match the criteria please lend a helping hand. Thank you and God Bless.

Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!! Busy weekend!!!!

Shiatz!!!

I dun have time to relax!!! All of a sudden I was told I am needed to paint the entire apartment this whole weekend! Started painting this afternoon and prolly gonna spend the whole day tomorrow doing it!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!! I got so much other work to do!!!

Haiz... all last minute thing damn sienz! So much ground to cover!!! And basically what me and unc did today was just did first coating for the whole kitchen, and half of the master bed room! The hall is humangous!!!

Anyone willing to help me paint house tomorrow? I spend lunch and dinner! Thanks in advanced. =P

Ciaoz muaks*

Man of Steel? More like Boy of Steel.

Super man is due 2006. Although he does look manly as compared to the actor cast in Smallville... well, at first glance... his entire overall looks just don't cut it... for now... Maybe I've not warm up to the idea just yet. haha. Nv know, I might end up loving the movie. It's Bryan Singer helming the movie for pete's sake! Why should I even worry!? More INFO brought to you by IGN.com

1) The boy of steel. What's with the leathery cape!?

2) Lex Luthor. Played by Kevin Spacey. He looks ok though.

3) I sense betrayal. Yeeeeppp. Mr. Cyclops is actually starring in the superman movie.

I have very high hopes on the movie. Let's hope Bryan Singer doesn't disappoint. So far he's done good job with both X-men movies.

Take care people muaks*

Countdown to the Move... 1 more week.

It's so close now. I can almost smell the fresh scent of an uninhabited space. Well... mostly the smell of freshly coated paint job... purple... issh... In any case, So many stuff to settle before the big move... got some problems here and there.

Guess what, I will be getting my car back this Wednesday. Desperately in need for it... cause I am having extra load to carry about from now on.

Haven't been toying with the DVD-R/RW drive that much. So far just burned data files for backup purposes and played 1 DVD movie. Somehow I ain't anymore that enthusiastic about it... Sort of not making the RM300 well spent.

No new games to buy... no new movies to watch. Although I am currently waiting for Batman Begins, War of the Worlds, Red Eye, The Island to come out for the original DVD.

Other than that, theatrical releases... hmm... there is King Kong and Harry Potter. Nothing much.

Take care people. Love ya. Muaks*

FARKING FATE!!

okiez...i'll try to make this as simple and mysterious for some of you who doesnt know whats going on. here's how all this started:

1 month ago...i finally got an oppurtunity to realise what i really want all this while (lets call it op1). everything went well with op1...and after 2 stages of it, was presented with final stage in op1. however, i pushed the appointment later to the following week. when the week came, op1 provider fell ill hence...pushed even later.

yesterday, i was told that i could no longer pursue op1 for they have already achieved their target. was upset and looked for op1 stage1 man which helped me understand the whole situation and told me to keep in contact and expect something in 2 - 3 weeks. so today, i thought considering my options and time frame...i had to settle with current things (lets call it curr1).

so, today...i accepted curr1 only to my dismay, op1 called and wanted me to go through stage 3 which they said they didnt want to yesterday. so, right now...i have a chance at op1 once again but because of curr1...it might be diminished considering the time frame of life for curr1 is 2 months. anyhow...meeting op1 stage3 this coming thursday. hope everything goes well...as this shit is basically caused by op1!!

did i lose anyone?! hahaha...if so...to sum it all up...I FARKING HATE FATE!! WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE THIS SHIT?!

Blank DVD-Rs

I think I need to do some in-dept research on DVD-Rs. I'm getting hold of a bunch of Ballet and Broadway DVD's that I would like to 'backup'. But what brand is good? I want something compatible with all kinds of players... something that is ok to high in quality. And suggestions?

Oh yeah, I WON! MUAHAHHA!

Back...

Hi peepz...

Been absent for quite some time..Been really packed with activities and stuffs..Had a company BBQ dinner at the company's condo last week....was very filling though the food ain't very good....liqour was included of coz..but din get myself drunk...coz the next plan was bowling..can't be drunk and playing bowling at the same time right...played bowling at 1U ...the alley was not bad...RM24 per hour...considered cheap considering there were quite a lot of us sharing 1 lane...then accompanied my SG bosses around the next day...so nothing bout that, had dinner at Jln. Alor...the dishes there wasn't very nice..so wun recommend anyone of u 2 go there...

Currently attending an exhibiton called ACM at Mines Convention Center...will be there till Friday...the crowd there ain't that good...thus not much chics 2 c either...though there were a few promoters wearing short skirts...but i think PC fair chics look far better....got some free stuffs such as free jaring connection for 30 days, free ice blended curtesy of RHB. There's Baskin Robbins there too...and the payment is made by Meps Cash(ATM Card)..Will get 2 see some bigshots there...Saw the Agong 2day...and will be seeing other kings on the following days...but no big deal lar..

Well...that's about all for now...it's late already..wanna read the papers b4 i go 2 sleep..need 2 wake up at 6.45 coz need 2 go to office early n join SG boss for b'fast @ sri petaling Alison...sighz...

So take care peepz...till then...God Bless and Hugs

Vote for Toh Ee Chian!

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RC drifting

some people are just too free...hehehe. but nevertheless...damn cool!! i wonder if they can drift in a normal car...

Update on my life...

things are great currently. could be better but im not complaining. begining to feel a little fat (you usually are when such feelings arises). guess i better start exercising soon. so far, met up with a close friend on sunday night, asrar. anyhow, things were great and we catched up on alot of things. thanx bro...especially for this!!

MY FIRST EVER ORIGINAL GAME!! hehehe. thanx a million bro!! damn nice...now i can battlenet and dotA online liaoz. hehehe. aside from games and catching up with friends. im currently happy with my current job(s) but am still pushing for my greatest job prospect. until i get things in black and white...wont hope for too much. ishh...cant wait as i feel im about to explode.

anyhow, back to my work. cant seem to understand 5 level architectural programming. *stress* but today has been a somewhat...relaxed day. branch manager in holland, project managers on leave as both also sick. hence...all the subordinates all free to roam. bwahahaha. but being professional...have to finish up work as well. guess shall stop here for now. ja neh~

Charlie & the chocolate factory

i would say, they really managed to produce a movie which brings out the kid in everyone of us, even adults too, imagine a river of chocolate juz flowing peacefully and gushing sound of not water but chocolates from a waterfall, a garden whereby anything and everything is edible, everything is juz sweet, juz perfect kids and even adults too, yum yum yum

but i guess, what they try to potray over here, is something related to family issue, i cant really grasp what the movie is trying to tell me, but i know it is family related, and nothing is as important as family, even if compared to the whole world's supply of chocolate ... hmm .. i think i better reconsider whether do i want the chocolate or my family ... hehe

Lite-On SOHW-1693S DVD±RW Dual Layer Writer

I am desperately in need of another burner. One that can at least burn 2 gigs worth of data in one shot. Hence, the subject.

I guess I am gonna have to turn this into my costly gift... a necessity mostly. Well, time to spend more money.

In any case, I am finally getting something DVD for my PC now. haha. Guess that's something to look forward to.

Dav this your model rite? haha. Sorry bro to copy-cat. Cause I wanted a Liteon based and I trust your choice was perfect. Ahehe. Thanks bro!

Product Specification HERE.

Love ya all. Bwaiz. MUAKS*

The Eating Test

haha, luckily still can post this test which i havent done ...

You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

My personality tests...