I think I need a boy friend

You know what they say? Never be in any woman's negative zone. Right now, there are three particular that is very obvious in my negative zone. The hard thing is I have to act all happy dumb blur when facing all of them.

I wish I could bitch slap them.

You don't know how much I look down on you. I don't say anything or take action doesn't mean I don't feel it, it doesn't me I don't acknowledge it. You two are just two disgusting piece of disgrace. And of course there's the other person. Lie if you must, but learn how to lie better or come up with better excuse. Just too obvious la. I wonder now if you are afraid of me.

I don't think I'll bother anymore. No point. ...so sad but it just proves my theory right about you. So sad for me... and just too bad for you.

Enough bitching....

It's time I do something. Need to do another filtering session with my life. Got to get all this unhappy, fake, insincere elements out of my life. And then control the food I eat! I'm puffed up with a pumpkin! Don't know if it's the stress... or just my eat first think later thing.

I think I need a boy friend.

Malay Mail Big Walk 2006...

hey everyone. this is just an ordinary ranting post. current project will be going live tomorrow...dont really feel it & dont really care. lost the strive to give 100% to work. only waiting to go on leave and travel!! aside from that, am currently interested in participating for the event below:
The Malay Mail Big Walk 2006...details available here. anyone want to sponsor me or join me in the event?! this is a shoutout to all fat asses everyone join in and have fun. hehehe. closing date for registration is by 10th Dec. so...do let me know ya.

life is begining to get boring with boring daily routines. feel no different than that of a machine in a factory. oh well, the weekend is near. i want to rejoice...but there's no reason to it. have to work on saturday and attend annual dinner the very same night...ALONE!! most likely not going to bother dressing up to the theme...but that might change, depending on mood.

till next time...ja neh~

When will the madness stop?!

oh no, i've been poisoned...again!! this time, by my beloved flesh and blood...my mum!! she passed me this digital camera warehouse sale phamplet the other day. so i thought "what the hell could the warehouse sale possibly do to my wallet. i have will power and besides...i already have all the lenses i need!!" though the next few ones will cost a nuclear bomb which will hit up to 11k for 2 Canon f2.8L lenses (24-70mm USM and 70-200mm IS USM ranges). that money...hopefully will be fueled by freelancing. in short...freelance photographer for hire!! anyone interested?! =p hehehe...

so anyway, i decided to drop by and guess what...i bought another lens. the Canon 50mm f1.8 II!! worst part is...i used the money darling returned to me for my credit card payment because i helped her pay for her Maxis phone bill while she was in Bangkok. ohh...the damage...RM300. pain pain pain!! needless to say...i have no will power. =(

wakaka...but i have no regrets. its a cheap fantastic lens...so cheap, it feels like a child's toy plastic expensive glass container. now the sad part about it all is...my crumpler cannot hold all the lenses and equipment i own!! *stressed* i knew i should have gotten the 7 Million Dollar Home instead of the 6 Million Dollar Home. when will the madness stop?! oh well, have make do with what i have. or i wonder how much i could get for selling half my liver?! HAHAHA...

im in serious need of therapy...

PC vs. Laptop

as the topic implies, which would be a more suitable choice for me?! no no...to you people out there thinking i have too much money to spare. i have no choice but to do so as my damn pc is begining to scream & shout for a replacement. weird laggyness, occasional restarts and 'unable to mount hdd' error seems to be ever so frequent. crap man...need another job. anyone wants to hire a freelance photographer?! *bleakz*

in any case, which should i get?! i know i'll be downloading alot...so need to know if the new dual core laptops can sustain such a 'beating' if left on overnight (dont intend for it to be spoilt the way vince spoiled his...hehe). the reason for considering a laptop is cause of mobility reasons...but if it cant stay on overnight...no point right?! oh well, what do you guys think?! specs and price wise...about the same for the same specs...

sigh...if only my dog shat money...

first post in a long while

1. yeah, it's been a while but no i'm not dead, i'm dying from work
2. nope, i'm still in KL, but will be travelling 4 states in 4 days this WEEK, crazy projects
3. i miss college so very very much minus the worry about spending limited amount of money
4. yes, i miss clubbing, and i so want to get pei, in a nice way, not the piss drunk puke type, i wanna get HIGH, that's all i'm asking for
5. and no, u farkers can't force me to drink to make me high and then puke, bcoz i wont obey :P

Spider-Man 3 Latest Trailer.

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Enjoy, I know I did.

Jigoku Shoujo

Currently watchin and following Jigoku Shoujo (Girl from Hell). It's got a very sad/tragic theme to all the episodes. Am waiting for the producers to expand the character Ai Enma. Read the sypnosis online and the episodes make pretty good storyline.





I love the end song, it's got some sad tune in it...

Ai Enma is beautful...

So Many Beautiful Games This Week!!!! *Sheds Tear*

Oh man... simply out of breath... This week was so coowl!!!! All the things I ever wanted (For the time being) came out in a single week!!!! Too bad ain't got the money to spend... Anyways, here's my catch:

1) X-men Last Stand 2 Disc DVD:

Oh man I've been waiting for AGES for this one. Finally the M'sia distributors came up with the 2 disc set. Happy happy, for only RM59.90. I'd say it's a pretty good deal! I love all the extras!!! Love the over-exeggerated exteded Dark Phoenix destruction deleted scene.

2) Marvel: Ultimate Alliance:


First I got the Xbox version, was meh* with the graphics... still cellshaded... static lighting. Wasn't a big deal... then today... the Xbox360 version came out!!!!!! =D *Drops Dead*... Popped in the game and was WOWEEE!!!! Dynamic lighting!!!! No cell shaded ugli-ness at all! I love the game so much. Especially in the Atlantis stage... Beautiful!!!! *Cries*

Hehe. I love it when AC talked about this game and also excited about it. AC = major kk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Muak*

3) Splinter Cell: Double Agent:


Beautiful graphics!!! Though I've not pop in the game yet.

My next catch:

4) Gears of War:

I saw this in Curve today... I pee-ed in my pants!!!!

5) Call of Duty 3

6) Resistance: Fall of Man:

Well, pretty much it. Bwaiz people. Love ya.

I aint dead...

hewo everyone... its been awhile since i last posted here. nope, i aint dead. just...occupied with work and photography. have been posting relatively quite requently at fotopages. planning to get my actual portfolio up so i can begin doing some freelancing work. hopefully i can get to actually shoot with the people whom invited me (and them not just saying it out of courtesy) in the near future. guess i'll only know when the time comes...hehe.

aside from all that, missing my darling alot. havent seen her since err....forever!! let her come back!! sigh...anyhow, headed over to malacca for 2nd shooting session. didnt manage to get much the last time around as my battery went flat. hehehe. now i've got better equipment for the job (hope that doesnt die out on me too...). hehehe. on the gaming scene, Need for Speed: Carbon for the ps2 has just been released. guess will drop by amcorp later to get a magazine and my update of games (NFS: Carbon, Destroy all Humans 2 and probably Final Fantasy 12).

till next time i need to prove i'm not dead...ja neh~